2 years have passed and lots of things happening....

I realised that I have not posted anything for 2 years...oh well, this is what happens when the lazy bug strikes...time really flies and now Ash is in P3 and she is going to be a elder sister soon!! Yup!! I have a little bun in the oven that is due in Sep.

It's really by God's grace and blessing that He has given this special one to us. All along, we wanted a 2nd one but then we felt that the time was not right. I guess God also felt that way. But somewhere along the way, he have decided to test my faith in him and gave us an unexpected blessing last year. No wonder I was constantly tired in Aug 12. Then my BFF told me that I have put on weight, which I told her that it's not possible as I was training for my runs and trying to lose weight. But something that she said made me get a test kit and went back to test. 

Lo and Behold!! The result came back positive! I was stunned!! Nevertheless, hubby was grinning from ear to ear and Ash was shocked at first but she was really happy. The whole weekend was just spreading the good news and I wanted to make an appointment with my gynae, come Monday morning. But God has other plans. Wee hours of Monday morning, I woke up with a fright and saw that I was bleeding. Quickly got hubby up and we rushed to KKH. Manage to stablised the bleeding and was on straight orders to have bed rest for a week. Unfortunately, on Friday, I was bleeding again and quickly went back to KKH again. This time, I was admitted and monitored. But nothing could be done to save the baby. Hubby was so sad and it was the first time I saw tears in his eyes. He was so hoping to have another child in the house but if God feels that the time is not right for us to have a 2nd one, then he will know when is the right time for us to have a 2nd one. He ask me if I ever blame God for what is happening. I said nope, I have never blamed Him as I know that God has other plans for me and when the time is right, He will let me know.

Fast forward to early part of this year. Again, I felt something is not right so immediately i went to get 2 test kits to test. When I saw the result, I was still skeptical about it. So in the evening, went to see the GP and yup, it's correct. So now, I'm preggie with my 2nd child and the journey so far was smooth but not so smooth as I wish. But nevertheless, I do  thank God for giving us this blessing and also to validate my concerns of the future. It's not easy planning for what is going to happen in the near future but as I told my hubby, I leave it all to God, who will know what to do. I'm just praying for a smooth delivery and also for the baby to be healthy. That is all that matters to me now.

A year growing older....

How time flies!! In a few days time, Ash will be 7 & I will be *gasps* hitting mid-thirties soon!!

Somehow this year was suppose to going very well, but in Sep, that's where things went horribly wrong. Don't want to say too much but it just shows what kind of people are there in this world and how they think by shouting and talking big they can get away with things. But I just feel that they are so, so pathetic. Nevertheless, half the battle is won as I managed to get back some money. So have to wait till next Monday to see if I can recover the balance.

Oh, and Ash will be going for a minor surgery to remove the mole on her right cheek. If it's not the fact that it's growing, I would have just ask her to leave it. But as she is growing older and know more things, she is also affected by her friend's remarks. Sigh, they start from young on trying to be mean....

So overall, this year has more ups than downs...the ups being able to meet up with a long time friend for a month and finally splurge on myself a super ex key pouch from LV, which I really, really love it, hubs bought me the iPhone and I got myself a nice KS cover for it...although the down is that incident in Sep, which I just feel that it's really not worth boiling my blood over it, I just hope next year will be a much better year for me and hopefully I will have more ups!!

Half a year later.....

It's almost June....how time flies....it was just yesterday that Ash was off to P1 and now, she has settled down in the routine. School work, spelling and assessment books are now part and parcel of her life.

As for me, well, I was suppose to train for the sundown marathon in 2 wks time but due to illness and lack of exercise, I have decided to drop out...but at the same time I have signed up for the Shape run in July, so at now I have to really move my butt and get fit by then. Oh, and also getting tortured by Shaun is not what I like but hey, at least I'm trying to toning up my upper body. Too many flabby bits already...

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai to everyone! I've been just too lazy to blog as there is just too much things to do. =)

Ash is already P1 and she is now in MCS. Every morning, I have to get up early to send her to student care. Sometimes I wish I was a SAHM but then again, I think I will go crazy!! So at least now, I will just suffer for a while, getting up really early in the morning and enjoy the bus ride with her to school every morning.

Other than that, nothing else is going on. So I guess I will just try to stay sane for now till she is in the morning session... =)

Back from a good holiday....

Back from a good holiday in HK and I really, really enjoyed myself. No doubt I will be going back there again...and again...and again...There is just so much to see and to do and I think 5 days is not enough...but never mind...since hubby like HK also, I guess we will be going back there maybe every year? =)

Anyway, lots of photos to be uploaded, from my company trip to Vietnam, to a short getaway to Malacca then onto HK. If I'm not lazy, I think the photos will be upload by this week..I hope...

Another new year...a new chapter begins...

It's the 2nd month of the new year...looking back 2009, it was not a good year. But now, it's a brand new year and so far, I think it's going to be a good one. CNY is just round the corner and I have not started my spring cleaning yet. Well, techincally, my hubby and princess have already done their own spring cleaning. So the rest of the house is up to me to clean. But how can I do it when every day I'm working and I only have the weekend to do it? Maybe this Sun, I will not be attending church. If hubby feels otherwise, then I will tell him no, because I really need this day to try to clean up the place and at least finish the damn ironing. Sigh...it's so hard to make him understand because he feels that it's so easy to do it all within a day. Sometimes men can be do duh...

It's the new year...

It's a brand new year but somehow I'm not very excited. But nevertheless, I do hope the new year will be a much better one than last as somehow last year was not a good year for me. Oh well, making resolutions is not really my style but I do resolve to lose weight becoz I'm going to take my wedding picture in Jun this year after our HK trip.